so. Dark knight rocks. Just saying. See it.

I'm in the theatre, waiting for dark knight to start! I'm excited. It's 1130. Do you know where your children are?

Soooo.

Internet happened! My neighbor's son Shaun gave us the password to his father's wireless, against his father's wishes, and so the three of us are mooching off of him! 8D Without him knowing! We win. Just can't torrent 'cause it'll apparently slow it down, but I know when he's home 'cause his car's right outside the door so whateva. 8DDD

Welcome me back! Ready, go! ♥

HAY TEN SO HOW'S ABOUT THAT ALL HALLOWS POT

So! I'm not dead.

And also, in fact, I have shown ACTIVITY in the world. I posted a fanfic to an exchange (cactuscontinuum):

Title: The Tensai and the Buchou
Author: violeteyehdair
For: shenguin
Pairing: Tezuka/Fuji
Rating: PG
Genre: fluff/AU fantasy
Prompt: Tezuka/Fuji, fairy tale pastiche. Preferably either with the plots of the original (bloody-gory) versions of the fairy tales, or humour/crack.
Word Count: ~5,500
Warnings: It's dark fluff~

( 8D Here. )



That's all I have to say! Life is good! I'm well and good! And the library and a cafe are the only internets that I have. ): Now! Read my fic and tell me that it's awesome!

This is my first time on the internet since my last update. (I have 208 new emails!!)

I have nothing to say! Life is good, I feel good, I got the job at Staples and they generally seem to like me so I generally seem to like them. I'm losing weight, and according to Nikki, my legs look great. X3 So not only do I feel good, I look great, and I'm generally quite awesome! In looks, in personality, in life~

Kimli~ The beauty in life~

I started plotting a story while I was in Florida that's set in ancient Persia and I've been doing my research for it here at the library - I'm very excited about it! The more I read about Persia, the more perfectly my story and characters seem to fit in the setting.

At Staples, there's a printing center where I could get my manuscript printed with binding (if I ever finish it). I want to do that. Every time I walk into the copy center, it's almost like a miniature little motivational push. :3

I LOVE YOU ALL AND I AM NOT DEAD AND MAYBE LATER WE CAN GO FOR LUNCH

ALRIGHT. I've applied for jobs at a couple of places, but I'm hoping for the job at Staples more than any of the others. We don't have the internet yet, either - we're at the library, taking our sweet time to browse around here on the internet, 'cause we're all pretty deprived, it seems.

And of course, the first thing we do when we all have access is update our LJ's. XD How cool are we, yeah? BUT WE NEED TO KEEP OUR FANS UP TO DATE, YES? ♥

I biked about ten miles today, and North Adams is pretty hilly. I feel fuckin' good.

What else, what else... Everything's going smoothly. We're all really happy. I like ducks. And I think I'll leave it at that! We're hungry, so we're gonna go get nom noms, I think.

Soooo. The move is in the morning. I don't know how long it'll be until we get internets, and it'll be another week before I get my laptop back anyway. Not that I've even used it in the past two months. XD;; Woops...

Anyway! Wish me luck! I have a lot more shit than I thought I did, so once we get there I'm gonna have to really sort through it and decide what's for keeps and what's to get rid of. For REAL. SRSLY. After a while I stopped thinking while I was packing and just PACKED to get it done...

My sister made me margaritas tonight. I had four and I drank them pretty quickly, but I didn't feel a thing. ): Am I doomed to never get a buzz? waaah.

I go now! I'm excited! I'm not going to be able to sleep. X3 I feel like I do before I fly down to Disney World. ♥

Packing up my stuff has put me in such a Prince of Tennis mood. I want to watch the Rikkai arc so badly - and I need some Fuji! I found a couple random mix CDs and I've been listening to them whilr I pack and there's a lot of pot songs on them, mostly Fuji... And I've got so much pot stuff. I had no idea I had so much pot stuff!

Anyway. :o I'm almost done. Just a few straggling items. Seeing my room that clean is surreal.

I'm leaving my nsync dolls behind. Mom promised not to throw them out or give them away. :| Those bitches are staying in my life forever. I just really don't have room for them...

Mom was originally going to take me out for dinner tonight, but she made me a special dinner instead. :3 It was yummy. My tummy's all full up on mommy goodness, and tomorrow my dad'll prolly cook for me. I love my life.

Everything is in place.

Yesterday, my dad bought me a bike to get to and from work on. The rent is paid for, and the key is in our possession... Dad has agreed to help me pay for a trailer hitch for his truck to move my stuff in...

I just have to finish packing my stuff. XD Packing really is the hardest part, and I have so much stuff that it's overwhelming. It was the hardest part of going to Florida, moving from apartment to apartment (even if they were in the building right next to each other), and coming home. It was the hardest part of moving to CP, and then to Rensselaer.

Guh! This is hard. I have today and tomorrow to finish. Saturday, we're loading up the trailer, and Sunday morning is the move! I'm thinking I should go shower, and then get my ass in gear, huh?

This is going to be wonderful. ♥

I'm tired. I don't think I've ever been as utterly exhausted as I am now, but it's in a good way.

I'm back, and I'm happy to be back, even if I already miss it. I learned a lot in the last two and a half weeks, like for instance:

If they... look... like a bitch. Chances are, they're Andy or Kyle.
Blood can be smelled.
Pigs in your face send you into the river.
And. Hay? Hay! Do you wanna die? No. Kbye!
Good times, great oldies. B95.5, THE X.
Three day parties are the best kind!




In all seriousness, I did have a lot of fun and I think this trip did me a lot of good. I made friends with several cast members who before I wasn't very fond of, or I thought they weren't too fond of me. I like to remind myself that the world I have down there, I made it entirely by myself for myself. The friends I have, the connections I've made, the work I do - I have all of that because of decisions I made. And I choose to still have that world. It's empowering, knowing that something so good for me came from my own good choices.

I can do myself good. It's possible to make yourself happy.

I love it here.

Just before I came down and shortly after I arrived, I had moments where I was dissatisfied with my choice to come back, but now it seems like there are very few reasons to return.

If I were to list the reasons why I should find a way to stay here, I wouldn't know how to begin. I'm having so much fun, and it feels like nothing I could dream of. I can count more than three people here who like me who I also like in return! More than three! And the job is something I fucking love to do.

But the reasons to go back home are stronger. :3 I'm really excited about everything that's going to happen in less than two weeks. I don't think I mentioned that we got the apartment we wanted - well, we did! And next weekend, we're moving into it.

Oh, and for the record! Forbidden Kingdom FUCKING RULES. Yeah, Jet Li! ♥

SO FAR. I am having a blast. X3 Thursday, all of my flights were on time which was a complete first for me. Continental, guys! I flew Continental! Friday, I re-assessed with a guy I liked working with in the first place. He was astonished I did a good job and kept saying things like "it's like you never left" and I was all like "hell yeah motherfuckers, all me."

Scott and I went to see Fantasmic yesterday, and I was ecstatic to see that again. He also gave me a very helpful piece of information that I feel I must also share with all of you:

Chicken legs are god's meat popsicles.

Trufact.

Today we went to Animal Kingdom and rode on Dinosaur like 10 times. X3 Hells yes, best ride in Disney World. Also ran into some cast members there who remembered me 'cause I used to constantly ride.

One of the things I'm most excited about from this trip is the fact that even though there are so mant current cast members, so many people coming and going all the time, everyone still seems to remember me. It seems so unlikely to me because I'm the type of person to forget names and faces easily, but everyone shouts "Kimli!" when they see me here.

So not only all of this, but Nikki, Luna and I got the apartment we wanted in the mint green house! We're moving in June, and that's that. And! I'm not stressed out about it! Although I can't get into the bank to see how much money I've got and that's frustrating 'cause I've spent a good sum of what was in the bank, and I still need to purchase my return ticket. *flail* Oh well, it'll all work out in the end, as long as I act forwardly. Stagnation, bad!

Life is good.

I CAN'T SIT STILL I CAN'T FOCUS. XD Every time I do something like this, I'm really excited and really nervous. And duh, that's normal! But I still feel that way!

My flight leves at 9:30 tomorrow morning, and I should arrive in Orlando at 3:14 pm. I am NOT flying South West this time, because the last three of four times I've gone with them, the flight took all damn day. And they almost always lose luggage. Spread the word.

I haven't packed yet! I had all of yesterday and the day before, and all today! But I haven't even staaaaarted. I have work at 5 and I won't be home till laaaaate. XD So I have an hour and a half to do it, and what am I doing instead? Updating my LJ.

Gooood I can't wait. Everything is going so well! I'm getting my Disney ID tomorrow! It'll have my face on it! Not like the CP one. eeeee, and I'll get to see the new Haunted Mansion and the new Disney-Hollywood Studios parade! And then! Toy Story Mania! I can't wait to see that!

And maybe I'll get to see DJ again. :o He's a skipper now on the Jungle Cruise!

Today, the three of us went to North Adams to look at apartments.

I'm happy. I'm really happy.

Apparently the process isn't too difficult - he had us fill out a "rental application" for no fee, and we'll hear back in a few days as to whether or not we get the place. We ended up visiting two apartments, and the gentleman who couldn't communicate very well with me a few posts back is the landlord of both of them. Turns out he's very kind and honest-seeming, and I'm optimistic that one of the two places are ours.

The first is the one we want the most. It's in a mint green victorian-style home, and the building and the surrounding area are both gorgeous. For the second one, the outside of the building is a little shabby, but the inside is so nice and spacious - and the windows in the living room, my god, there's no not liking it. Unfortunately, he mentioned that somebody has applied for both places, but he made sure that all of the information on our applications made sense before we left. The fact that he intends to call our references and everything makes me optimistic? Should it?

Aside from apartment hunting, I fly back down to Florida in two days! In three days, I'll be a bellhop at the Hollywood Tower Hotel once more! Bringing terror to the hears of children~ Making grownups cry~ Fuck yeah, I'm game. I can't wait for the flight either - I love flying. Flyyyying.

As for tonight! My last night off before I leave! I should clean up my room and pack my shit up. XD 'Cause. I haven't done that yet.

As for the new Avatar episodes! I have not seen them yet, so no spoilers pls.

Edit: BY THE WAY. I don't have my laptop currently, and I won't have it while I'm in Florida and I'm there till the 24th, so it's going to be very difficult to find me online. If you want to reach me, I have texting on my phone so feel free to send me a message there or just call me. If you need the number, just ask. Otherwise, you won't be hearing from me at all.

I just discovered that you can acquire the orphans from the Christmas event on Gaia, which explains my newest avatar:



I love it. ;o;

Anyway! I'm excited because the 575 covers heat and hot water. I messaged him back asking for a phone number to set up a time where we can go look at the apartment; I told him that we're interested. So! Let's hope that my brother's so-called Apartment Angel is also looking over my shoulder! Because this one really does sound absolutely perfect.

Startling news! I cleaned my room. Now that it's clean, I want to go through everything and decide what I want to keep, what I want to sell/give away, and what I want to throw away. Once I've done that, you'll probably see a sales post on here. X3 MOVING MONIES, right? You guys will ALL buy from me out of pity, right?! RIGHT?!

My weapon of choice is the psychic scalpel.

the store is so dead and empty. I literally just chased a moth around the store for twenty minutes and no one, not even my coworker, came in.

( The context. )

The funny part:

Smythco300: you should write a book about practical fashion
Kimli Pan: XD omg
Kimli Pan: It would be The Ultimate Greasmonger's Bible
Kimli Pan: How to survive without showering, brushing your teeth, or cleaning behind yours ears while looking like a million dollars!
Smythco300: HA!
Smythco300: slovenly chic!
Kimli Pan: XD I'll start a new trend.
Smythco300: filth is the new pink!

I gave my notice. My last day is may 7. May not be a good choice but It's how it is.